After tomorrow all my assignments are coming to the end, 

but it mark the start of my study break for exams.

21st birthday coming in a month time, yet I am stuck with revision.

frankly speaking to me 21st or not, it doesn't really matter.

all I want is to pass each module smoothly  

and a simple celebration with my loved ones will be enough.:) 

Random Thoughts

I had been thinking the past arguments,sometimes I think the problem lies 

with my insecureness every week I can be feeling unhappy about the same issue,

and I know that if I continues being like this,he will not take it and affects our r/s. 

I got to admit I am super sensitive and would try to eliminate anything that will affect us.

I know that this method is wrong. but I just gone out of control some times. 

I remembered reading Twinny blog, 'love is giving someone a chance to hurt you'. but frankly speaking,how long can a person tolerates? For me, I can tolerate once, twice or even thrice. but if this continues I will definitely leave, and I think this applies to him as well. somehow I felt that being too sensitive can be a positive and negative issue. Positive in a sense whereby I can be empathy enough to understand people feeling, on the other side, negative because being sensitive can ruin my happiness 
or perhaps it's my weak point that people could be able to see through easily. 
.Give me more time, I am learning.:) 

I'm back from Chengdu, haha though I came back a few weeks ago already.:P

First of all, I would really like to thanks DD and his family and 

I appreciate their warm hospitality for the 10days

 Even though, it was super tiring for the 3 days trip at Jiu Zhai Gou,

but the scenery was really nice. 

To summarize, it was really an awesome and trip and I enjoyed myself.

My blog had been so dead recently,anyway finally exams is over.

well, no matter what it is I had already tried my best. what's going to come

will eventually come next thursday. well, this holidays I had been spending

time meeting secondary school friends to catch up times .

DD had been away for about 1 week plus,

gosh and I realised that sometime it's good to seperate for awhile

because I will learnt to cherish him even more. I really can't wait to

meet up with him on the 13june. about 3 more weeks plus,
before I board the plane.

and this is the first time I am taking the plane alone.:)

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

The conversation keep running through my mind and I can't sleep,

even though it was just a few smses between us

but those replies makes me to ponder.

and for once I really felt the distant in our friendship.

I keep seeing the changes in you, but I always thought that as long as

the change doesn't affect us, it doesn't matter. well, perhaps I was wrong

it do affects us. Even though, I do understand the fact that people do change

in life, but my dear your change is seriously too drastic. Pardon me, if you felt that

I am being sensitive again. I admit that I am over sensitive at times, but not this time.

Finally all the tests and assignments had come to an end.

got about 1 week to rest before I start mugging for the exams.

I am so stressed up, got so many things to memorize for the exams

and I really wonder did I made the right choice of choosing management?

everything is like so theory based, and to me all those theories sucks.

hmm, but I guess I shouldn't regret already and there's nothing

I can do but to really focus and strive for the coming exams. 

 somehow I lose the passion to blog, don't know cause

I don't have the time now or I am just lazy to type.

Cherish whatever you had, and spend quality time with your loved ones.:)

After one week of cny break, I really don't feel like going back to school.:P

but well I still enjoyed the one week, especially the dinner &
 the blackjack match at Twinny house last night.

Counting the years of our friendships, it's really amazing how 2 person

with two different personality could intertwined together.:) and somehow

I remembered how we described ourself. Fire & Ice!!

Anyway one more happy event to blog about, I am glad that

my mummy turns out to be fine now.

Thank you to those that had been praying for my mother

especially DD thank you for your support and care, 

without you I wouldn't be able to stay strong.

Realize that I hasn't been blogging for some period of time, 
somehow blogging seems too meaningless and tiring for me these days. 
Anyway, school officially starts for me today. 
Guess that I am still not used to going back to school life,
because I am feeling super lethargic now.
hopefully it will get better tomorrow.:)
Some new year thoughts to end off, it's seems the ending of last years didn't end well
for me and some of my pals. 
And I really do wonder in this 2011 what going up in front of me? 
will it be a better year or more things for me to face ahead?? 

Back from batam trip with DD, whoops 3 days just passed

in a breeze. Well really enjoyed myself, and it's was such a 

great relaxation for both of us. :) not going to blog much about

the details because currently I am in a super tired mode 

and what comes now is my mummy health condition

that had been bothering me even when I was away. 

and the results turn out to be.........all I just want to say is 

Be strong mummy, sister and I will accompany you throughout this times.

Whoops today was the official last day of work for me, 

didn't expect the 3 months to flew just like that. Though, I had

been pinning for this day to come and I had been complaining

about how stress I was with my workload, however when this day

finally arrive I felt that I had a sense of sadness in me. Gonna miss

some of colleagues whereby I would really like to thank them for their

guidance. Come to think that, it was a great working experience that I gained.:)

Anyway I was quite touched after reading twinny blog

and saw the link that she tag me on fb. 

PS: (Twinny don't worry about me, I am back to normal

already and just like what you say, 

I believe that there will be miracles and things may not be that bad.)

Last but not least, it's the Christmas festive season. 

all the gifts I had received now came from my colleagues,

well I am still waiting to exchange gifts with my DD on Christmas day

as well as my twinny and bestie. hais, I wonder when will I be able

to meet up with them? I am gonna be so busy for the next few days, 

I guess the same goes for them as well. 

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